Tuesday, December 19, 2006

cried out, at least for tonight

You'll be happy to know that there's been no crying tonight. There was a bit of tearing up and whimpering at one point, but that's subsided.

I am so busy at work, I don't have time to think about anything except cereal and the Internet. After a busy day at work, I took my mom out for a fabulous dinner for her birthday. On my way home, I got a little sad. It was the first time I'd really been alone all day and my feet were killing me. When I got to my apartment...surprise, alone again. I was actually kind of happy about it tonight. Just pulled on some much more comfortable clothes, watched a documentary on the History Channel about opium (and subsequently wondered why I didn't continue to minor in History but then thought about all the extra work I would have done and just enjoyed the show instead).

Now it is bed time, blog time, and general "waste time on myspace until I feel like I should turn off the computer and get to sleep" time. I'm not crying tonight, because crying won't get me anywhere. (I have quite a mound of Kleenex surrounding my garbage can, and I don't really want to add to that.)


daily editor said...

Dinner with your mom sounds like fun. I'm so jealous -- I hardly ever get to see my mom, and she is my favorite person. It's nice that you spent time with her on her birthday.

Glad to hear you're not crying tonight, too. I'm sure the situation with A will work itself out.

Have a good night!

Bev said...

Pick up that Kleenex, throw it all away and get in bed. Tomorrow is a new day and you'll survive that one also.